Here Today, There Tomorrow

Always go with the choice that scares you the most, because that's the one that is going to help you grow - Caroline Myss  And here I am now, scared  yet psyched by my own choice. Setelah hampir 3 tahun bertugas di kampung halaman, Pulau Nias, finally 3 September 2018 aku pindah kembali ke Pulau Jawa....

Tuesday, Oct 9th 2018 00.18 WIB, when one will end a midnight talk with "Good morning and have a nice dream" Me : Hey, why do you always look like munching on something? Why eat so much? Also me :  Ya. Coz’ I’m hungry aaalll the time Me : Ooh…how so? Also me : Well, coz’ being nice and looking happy all...

Jumat, 28 September 2018. TGIF. Hari kebebasan, kata orang kantoran. Setelah 5 hari jadi budak korporat, lagi-lagi kata orang kantoran (word, sorry), akhirnya weekend datang juga. Tapi ya sebahagia apapun kamu, ga ada bedanya dengan Jumat lalu dan Jumat yang akan datang. Orang-orang akan berjibaku berhari-hari hanya untuk...

It's sooo cold outside and I'm crawling in my office chair with my jacket, socks and neck pillow. Office hour is over, I could go home anytime but the weather gives me this weird feeling. That weird feeling when you realize something is off, but you have no idea what it is. It's like something is missing, but you're not...

I remember back to the day when I received my first work placement letter. I got KPPN Gunungsitoli, which meant Nias Island, my hometown. Instead of being super happy, I cried. I wasn't ready to give up my social life in the big city. I was afraid of being not able to fit in with new society and their whatsoever standards. But...

21-03- 2018. Today, out of nowhere, I was thinking that on this very day, 5 years ago, could be a perfect day to do something good. Well, I know that we are all taught that we should always do good everyday. But what I mean by "something" is things you never think you'd do before, something daring and challenging like...

This was us at Bungsu's babtism and Paul insisted on wearing the new helmet during Sunday Mass. He "ruined" our first family photo but now it is one of our funny memories and this photo is definitely all family members' favorite. Remember when you’re still kids? What did scare you the most? What was your deepest...